I was diagnosed with Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis on the 22nd Feb 2019. My neurologist believes I may have had it from birth. Can you guys with MS and in particular PPMS give me advice please and 'Problems me and my wife are going to experience with our journey with PPMS'
I am newly diagnosed with ms was diagnosed in November. When diagnosed the only symptoms I had were feelings ( numbness, burning, itching, spiders crawling onme ) But now I have tremors :-/ I am really not happy about these at all. They make me rock like one of those mentally ill people from girl interrupted and my hands shake dreadfully. Some days worse than others but it nearly always happens and the more I try to stop it the worse it gets.
How do people manage when their symptoms become more visual? I'm extremely vain and can't stand the thought of people noticing there is something clearly wrong. :-( I literally do nothing to draw attention to myself ever and can't stand people noticing me at the best of times. I'm not shy I'm very confident just extremely vain. Don't get me wrong I don't for a second think I'm anything special and certainly don't have my head up my own arse it's just I like to look normal and am really struggling with the thought that I would appear anything other than that. People notice I'm dropping things and my hands shake dreadfully, especially lighting a cigarette or trying to text someone.
The whole thing that bothers me is having the disabled ticket. I don't want people to know I don't work properly and in this short space of time it's becoming a not so much invisible ilness for me and it's literally making me turn grey by the second!
What do you's do? How do you cope with the not so invisible parts of this?
Sorry for ranting and appearing to be completely stuck up and like one of those barbie dolls that flick their hair every 2seconds, i swear I'm not I just don't know how else to explain it :-/
I read this recently and thought it describes MS in a really good way. If you owned a home and one day you noticed the kitchen light didn’t come on as quickly as normal, or would periodically flicker but, then one day it came on and was fine. Then two days later you noticed the living room light didn’t come on when you flipped the switch the first time, but after several attempts it seemed fine. Then the kitchen light didn’t work again, and the door bell didn’t always work. Over a period of time you notice that all the electrical outlets seemed “hinky” and not quite right. After several months or years you realize that all things electrical in your home just weren’t working the way they were when you first moved in or had the house built.
So finally you call an electrician and he discovers that mice have gotten in you your walls and chewed at all the wiring; little bites here and there. Some wires were completely bitten through leading to this or that outlet to be completely useless. Other wires just had little bites leading to intermittent usage, sometimes they work and sometimes they don’t. And other wires were not affected at all.
So you call an exterminator and he gets rid of the mice and then you have the electrician rewire your home and everything is good and working again.
With MS the house is your body and the electrical wires are the nerves that go from your brain to the various parts of your body and the mice are your immune system.
There are drugs that can help stop the immune system from attacking the nerves and causing MORE damage, but whatever damage is done, you have to learn to live with. There is no way to rewire the system.
We have to have patience for people living with MS, because they are never quite sure when the outlets (arms, legs, eyes, ears etc) are going to work properly and when they are not. Imagine for a moment living in a house and never knowing for sure which electrical outlets worked and which did not. Imagine having the television quit or get messed up in the middle of your favorite show, or all the lights flicker or go out for no apparent reason. Imagine the frustration of knowing there is no cure, no rewiring, and no way of knowing when things will work properly and when they will not. Imagine the house looks fine, perfectly normal. Every individual outlet functions perfectly on its own and if there were a way to rewire them they would be perfectly normal. But there is no way to rewire them and they are stuck living in this home, their bodies, with all the broken wires, hoping and praying that no further damage will be done
I have just found this forum. It seems great.
I have MS and was diagnosed in 2005. At the moment it's really starting to get me down.
By the way where is the spell checker.
Confidence is something I lost long ago.
Sorry to bug you all with my rubbish but hopefully you don't mind! Hope you are well and life's treating you kindly.
Firstly, my doctors are driving me insane. Firstly they've taken two years to get to the point where I am diagnosed... I think?! Lol they told me over the phone. But have done nothing about it. So I call my doctor today as my eyes are playing up, last week it was my face its constantly my legs and I dunno maybe my patience is a bit short. I've lost my job recently due to being forgetful and tired. . Yeah. And he says to me "maybe you need to see your neurologist, there's not a great deal we can do" surely they can't just do that? I'm just kinda left to deal with this no help no pain relief nothing?
OK so then I call my sister to tell her and she tells me that I'm making a fuss over nothing... I just need to get out more and I'm basically crazy.
I have blown my fuse. What is up with people? My eyes are flashing my legs feel like they are made of flaming concrete... and there's nothing anyone can do and I'm crazy??? Really.
Sorry for the rant I just can't get my head around small minded idiots. I can't cope with this on my own. I went to sleep last night hoping I wouldn't wake. I got kids I can't feel so stupidly all the time. Has anyone else had these issues with Drs? Thank you& sorry for wasting your time. Just don't know where else to turn.
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